of course she's a liar! she voted for grump!

about an hour after the vikings got done shitting on themselves, some guy i had started talking to a long time ago and just stopped (i honestly don't remember where he went, i had assumed that i bitched at him and scared him off for some reason because he had given me his phone number and when i called it like 2 or 3 times and asked for him, the person said, "who? they don't live here. wrong number." i told him they said that when i called that number and he said, "oh.. i got a new phone and number. here it is." then he called me personally, so i could add it and he told me his name was "polo".. alright- so i'm not really sure of his real name. the guy had claimed his name was "Myron" before.. guess we just get to pick our own names when we get sick of them?
i've been thinking of something the pca who went with me to boston said, she said, "well.. minnesota has affordable resources.. more affordable than new york.." then i said, "well, minnesota also has MY MOM, who i'm sure people assume she's more caring and supportive of me because we're both in the same state. when i was younger, she was holding me while my dad kicked her and she basically turned and used ME as a shield.. i don't wanna deal with that shit anymore. she doesn't care about me and my family just condones it." then the pca said, "well you wouldn't have to live in the same area or talk to her all the time." so basically like my situation with her now. i can't remember the last time i seen her because she refuses to drive down to st. paul because she "doesn't like driving in the cities". i just don't like that she takes advantage of people's assumptions that she's actually caring and supportive of me because that's how my grandma was to me. whatever though. i'll just continue to be HONEST about how close and supportive my mom and amanda aren't to me. I'M FUCKING DONE WITH THAT RIDICULOUS EXCUSE OF A "REHABILITATION INSTITUTE" KNOWN AS COURAGE KENNY BECAUSE THEY HONESTLY DIDN'T RECOGNIZE MY POTENTIAL AND ABILITIES TO DISCOURAGE ME, SO THEY'D CONTINUE HAVING A MINDLESS CLIENT THEY COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF BECAUSE THEY LACK ADVOCACY. it's basically THEIR fault it took me so long just to find a damn job- so now i also lack work experience! that doesn't matter to amanda though! AS HANDICAP AND UNABLE AS I CAN BE SO I REMAIN DEPENDANT ON GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE, SO I REMAIN IN THIS STATE BECAUSE AMANDA WAS BITCHING ABOUT HOW PEOPLE ALWAYS CAME TO THIS STATE TO DEPEND ON OUR SOCIAL SECURITY AND WELFARE BECAUSE WE GIVE OUT THE MOST MONEY IN THIS STATE!- which, by the way, i CHECKED on PERSONALLY when i asked a case manager a long time ago about this and they said that wasn't true. it's based on cost of living and so i'm almost positive the eastern states would pay MORE since it costs more to live there. ANYMORE LIES, EINSTEIN?! SINCE AMANDA KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING and i don't know anything because i'm STUPID with a traumatic brain injury (which amanda insinuates).